Be wary of who you push away presently.…you have no idea what the future holds, and whether those same people will be capable of forgiveness later.
Thanks for this one lady. Lines to live by
I am blessed to have certain people in my life. He left me a message last night. He makes me feel amazing inside. He can make my heart race and he can make my heart stop. He makes me feel loved and safe and makes me feel crazy all in the same breath. He is simply amazing in every way and i wish he realized how amazing he really is. I melted when i saw his message, and started to cry a little bit. To know that he was in my car, that he was in my space made me feel closer to him even just a little bit. To see that message that he left me made me feel incredible inside. I love you more than you will ever know. And when i saw that, it reminded me that you love me too, and that Fate Will Find A Way to bring us back together again. You held onto that for so long, and you giving it to me was so generous, and enchanting. i am memorized by all the sweet and random things you do for me, past and present. I can only hope that they will continue in the future. i want to love you more than before and give you the heart and soul you deserve. i want to give you all of me and i want to take in all of you. i want you to know i will never let you fall, and i will never allow myself to be the reason of your sadness. i will only love you, protect you, and give you all of me. I will give you everything i was holding back. i will give you the love i was afraid of my entire life. i will give you the things i never thought i wanted until i fell in love with your eyes, your heart, and your mind. i want to talk to you until i don’t have any breath left, and my voice gives up and then i will write you letters until i cannot lift a pen. I will be there for you until the very end and i will never let you down. i vow to be yours forever and a day. i will keep you in my heart forever plus more. I will hold on to you for as long as you allow me to. I too believe in fate, and i believe that our days are leading us to a future, and as long as you allow it, our future will be bright. I want to see every sunrise and sunset with you by my side. And if we have to be apart, i want to look at the moon and know that you see it too, that we will always be connected in one way or another. We will always have a connection that will never be explained, broken down, or wear out. Our spark will only become brighter and stronger. I love you with all my heart and i always will.
I know that I ruined everything. I know that my indecisiveness about loving you is what caused our relationship to ultimately fall apart. After two years of you always being there for me, after putting a ring on my finger, now it is gone. Now you are gone. At least, you say you are.
Yet you…
Damn. She broke it down. Dear you know who, ditto. Love Raelle.
Love with all your heart can love today and everyday. You never know when the love will run out or you don’t get the chance to tell them anymore. Anyone. Everyone. Tell everyone you love them. Happy Valentine’s day to all you lovers and cynics!
My heart is so swollen with love and admiration, that the reality was almost necessary to come around and deflate it, because it was actually affecting the way my heart beat and the breath I could not catch. It is weird how such an emotional situation can actually affect you physically. That you can actually feel your swollen heart taking up too much room in your chest that it starts to actually feel like it is taking the space away from your lungs to fill up with air. That you can feel the love pulsing through your body as your heart beats harder than it ever has. That you can feel electricity coming out of your lips and fingertips when they touch. That such a warmth can be felt that doesn’t come from, say a heater, it warms you inside first and then radiates through your body to every finger, every toe, and every strand of hair.
So I have this friend, right? And she’s this genious, ya know? And she’s just coming to realize it. And I kind of love everything about her. And also, she’s got a heart of gold. I feel like we’re growing separately and together, instead of differently and with other people, as it always came about… And it’s beautiful… Cuz she’s letting me into her world moreso now than I can even remember… It makes me soggy. She’s MY Valentine this year!
xo.jessi
Ps. HEY LADY!
I love her.
Cupid’s Eve is upon us. What will you do for “love” this year? Where will it leave you? Broken, mended or renewed?
Keep wishing and keep loving. Put loving and happy vibes in the air and hope that they return to you 10 fold.
Well damn….. that’s what I’m talking about “pissed off”…
I wish that I could tell you that everything that I feel is not your fault. But to be honest, I’ve done that enough. It is your fault. You breeze into my life and disrupt everything that’s good about it and act like it’s my fault, and that I’m the one who should know better. I wish you could see…
